Why my “bad joke” broke the ice

Why my "bad joke" broke the ice

“Bad joke” fear. The comedic social anxiety nightmare. Telling a joke that bombs, that elicits groans instead of laughs, that brands you as…unfunny. For years, I avoided telling jokes in social situations, convinced my humor was subpar, my timing off, and my jokes destined for comedic failure. Then, I told a joke I knew was … Read more

How I stopped hiding in the bathroom at parties

How I stopped hiding in the bathroom at parties

Bathroom party hiding. The social anxiety escape hatch. Parties, especially large, overwhelming ones, often triggered a desperate urge to escape. The bathroom, a socially acceptable refuge, became my go-to hiding place. A few minutes of solitude, a moment to regroup, a brief respite from the social storm. Then, I decided to challenge my bathroom party … Read more

Why my “too loud” voice found its groove

Why my "too loud" voice found its groove

“Too loud” voice. The social anxiety amplifier. For years, I was told my voice was “too loud,” “booming,” “unnecessarily loud.” It became a source of deep self-consciousness. I’d try to speak softly, whisper even, constantly monitoring my volume, feeling like my voice was a social liability. Then, I realized something. My “too loud” voice…had its … Read more

The stranger who ended my small talk shame

The stranger who ended my small talk shame

Small talk shame. The internal critic that whispers, “You’re boring,” “You’re awkward,” “Your small talk is terrible.” For years, small talk felt like a performance I was constantly failing, a social obligation I dreaded and avoided whenever possible. Then, a chance encounter with a stranger completely shifted my perspective. I was at a coffee shop, … Read more

How I laughed off a public flop

How I laughed off a public flop

Public flop. The social embarrassment Everest. Tripping, spilling, saying the wrong thing, making a fool of yourself in front of everyone – public flops are social anxiety fuel of the highest octane. I experienced a truly epic public flop. And surprisingly, I laughed it off. And survived. And even, dare I say, thrived. It was … Read more

Why my blank mind didn’t ruin the meeting

Why my blank mind didn’t ruin the meeting

Blank mind meeting moments. The professional social anxiety nightmare. High-pressure meetings, important discussions, and suddenly…mind blank. Thoughts vanish, words evaporate, and you’re left staring blankly, feeling like a professional failure. I experienced this blank mind meeting terror. And surprisingly, it didn’t ruin the meeting. My strategy wasn’t about faking brilliance or pretending I had all … Read more

The day I owned my clumsy entrance

The day I owned my clumsy entrance

Clumsy entrance. The social anxiety horror movie opening scene. Tripping, stumbling, bumping into things, spilling drinks – clumsy entrances are a guaranteed way to trigger social self-consciousness. I was a master of them. Then, one day, I had a spectacularly clumsy entrance. And instead of hiding, apologizing, and cringing, I…owned it. I tripped over my … Read more

How I stopped fearing the spotlight

How I stopped fearing the spotlight

Spotlight fear. The performance anxiety nightmare. Public speaking, presentations, even just being the center of attention in a small group – spotlight situations triggered intense anxiety. The fear of judgment, the pressure to perform, the sheer vulnerability of being “on stage” – it was paralyzing. Then, I decided to challenge my spotlight fear. To step … Read more

Why my “weird” vibe clicked with strangers

Why my "weird" vibe clicked with strangers

“Weird” vibe. Often perceived as socially awkward, off-putting, or just…weird. For years, I tried to suppress my “weirdness,” to conform to social norms, to blend in rather than stand out. Then, I stopped trying. I embraced my “weird” vibe, let my true personality shine through, and stopped worrying about fitting in. And something unexpected happened. … Read more

The outfit that carried me through a crowd

The outfit that carried me through a crowd

Crowd-proof outfit. Clothing as social anxiety armor. For years, crowds felt overwhelming, anxiety-inducing, and physically draining. Navigating crowded spaces, especially alone, felt like a social endurance test. Then, I discovered the power of a “crowd-proof outfit.” Clothing designed to boost confidence and minimize social discomfort. The outfit wasn’t about flashy fashion statements, but comfort, confidence, … Read more